Self Doubts

It's strange but I have control over every aspect of my life except weight loss. How can I be so successful in other ways but not be in control over what I put in my mouth? I'm having lots of self doubts and worries about whether I can succeed. I so desperately want to, but have again and again sabotaged my efforts and quit. I think too much sometimes. I need to accept the fact that I am worth all of this. Deep down I don't think I believe it. Yet.

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